Tuesday, 24 August 2010

Russian Roulette

Tonight, I have taken more than my fair share of pain medications.  This should be fun.

I am just sick to death of being in pain.  My back, my pelvis, my hips, my knees are all stiff and won't move when I want them to.  My throat, obviously, is a source of great pain.

And mentally, I hurt at the moment.  I just think people don't realise how little stress I can really cope with.  I have days where I've had enough, and this is one of them. 

So I look forward to a nice long sleep.

I sometimes wonder what will be the first to go; my pain or my major organ functions. 

Morbid, innit?...

Maybe it will all be better in the morning.

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